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Assalamualaikum & hye

Since the date is approaching

khemah pesta konvo pun dah naik

so I have to heal my self fast

Harini aku nak spill something

This 💐 emoticon in all those posts in my soc med

is actually referring to my feeling to wrap up my Msc journey

Why bunga?

Sebab aku rasa buah macam kurang feeling di situ

Remember the quote

'orang baling batu kita baling buah' ?

ok for my case,

'orang baling batu aku baling bunga balik'

emoticon buah-buahan macam tak berapa attractive so yeah

suka hati aku la nak bagi bunga

Everyone ada fasa jatuh bangun dalam hidup

I acknowledge that

So aku tau ja bukan aku sorang ja sengsara dalam nak kejar cita-cita

But still since konvo aku delay setahun insyaAllah
 aku bukan robot

and aku perempuan

so aku ada hak la kan nak emo-emo

hiung hiung

I know I have to move on

Accept my fate whole heartedly
It was my destiny to be tortured and treated unfairly
This is a test for me
Everything that is 'keep' by Allah is the best
All the things happened are only by Allah's will 
And there must be reasons behind it
Keep  calm, sabr and pray, things will be fine

But yeah things are easier said than done aite

But anyway, Allah dah janji kan bersama kesulitan tu

ada kemudahan & kesenangan

AlhamduLillah untuk rahmat & rezeki yang tak putus-putus

Few days back girls dekat lab & lab sebelah buat party

Surprise bertingkat-tingkat

Bridal shower for bride to be

(Congrats Lisa & Haris!!)

Advance birthday party for October babies

(nanti la wish dekat Aimie)

and farewell party

(annyeong El~)

These girls are actually salah satu kurniaan terindah untuk aku

I was all alone when I started my Msc journey

(I have been in long distance relationship with my bff since undergrad fyi)

AlhamduLillah, Allah sent me people with good heart

to accompany me

to help me

and be with me

They are truly adorable little sisters

(except Diyanah Ismail yang lahiaq dulu dari aku)

and yeah they keep cheering me when I was lonely

sebab best friend jauh kan..

oh ya, semua depa kenai ang

I am truly feel blessed with the presence of amazing people

like you guys

I pray that Allah will grant all of you the best

in this life and hereafter

ameen

3/10/2017

Tempat: Rooftop rumah sewa Ran

Main dish: Catering tentera ayah Didi

Cup cakes: Order dekat Fiqa & Diyanah

Yang turut berpenat lelah: Mun, Rom, Ayu, Syud

Yang tak hadir sebab pi Hokkaido: Hannah

Farewell gift from our youngest

Since youngest kan so

maafkanlah kekhilafan dia dalam menginterpetasi

hukum alam

Aku tak tau cena dia boleh kata 

aku show a good example for being a muslimah kpopers

pengsan ustaz ustazah naqib naqibah aku kot

So, please pray the best for me!

Untuk aku boleh move on dengan jayanya insyaAllah

May Allah bless

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