Saturday, November 18, 2017

..::Perfect::..


Assalamualaikum & hye gaiss

Welcome back to the channel cheezy silly dorky mimie
Malam ni aku nak merapu dengan another 
song dedication to my lovely bff
ni sebab aku nak say sorry tak join labmates turun KL
attend wedding another labmate dengan ucapan

"Sorry my one and only real-life female bae. 
I really want to see you now but I can't..
InsyaAllah, better luck next time bae."

So till then, enjoy!


I found a love for me
Darling just dive right in
And follow my lead
Well I found a girl beautiful and sweet 

I never knew you were the someone waiting for me
'Cause we were just kids when we fell in love
(I still in 17th year of life at that moment)
Not knowing what it was
I will not give you up this time
..... your heart is all I own
And in your eyes you're holding mine
Baby, I'm dancing in the dark with you between my arms
Barefoot on the grass, listening to our favorite song
(Do we have our fav song?)
When you said you looked a mess, I whispered underneath my breath
But you heard it, darling, you look perfect tonight
Well I found a woman, stronger than anyone I know
(Except for my mak, of course)
She shares my dreams, I hope that someday I'll share her home
(Just like Goblin & grim reaper, live in the same house)
I found a love, to carry more than just my secrets
To carry love, 
to carry children of our own
(Pass for this thing, well you know what I mean aite?)
We are still kids, but we're so in love
Fighting against all odds
I know we'll be alright this time

Darling, just hold my hand
Be my girl, I'll be your man
(Pass for this thing too. I got XX genes)
I see my future in your eyes

Baby, I'm dancing in the dark, with you between my arms
Barefoot on the grass, listening to our favorite song
When I saw you in that dress, looking so beautiful
I don't deserve this, darling, you look perfect tonight


Baby, I'm dancing in the dark, with you between my arms
Barefoot on the grass, listening to our favorite song

I have faith in what I see
Now I know I have met an angel in person
And she looks perfect
I don't deserve this
You look perfect tonight



Well lagu ni obviously tak masuk sangat dengan cerita kita
But suka hati aku la nak dedicate lagu ni dekat cerita kita jugak
Wkwkwk

AlhamduLillah, I survived matric's, undergrad's & Msc's life with you
So literally, I grew up with you
There's bunch of things happened during these 8 years
and I learned a lot, alhamduLillah

We encountered ups and downs so many times
but AlhamduLillah, Allah still 'preserve' our friendship
I am very grateful that Allah richly bless my life 
through your existence

No word can describe my entire feeling towards you
And there's many thing that I can't do to express my heart either
But I hope that I can be a better best friend 


May Allah protect, guide and bless you always
Ameen..






Wednesday, November 15, 2017

..:: Q&NA ::..





Aku seriously sejenis Mimie yang kuat makan
Kalau dekat rumah, life much more easier sebab
kalau pun at that moment stok makanan habis
dekat sekeliling rumah ada 
pokok pisang betik nangka durian belanda mempelam 
markisa ubi kayu ok yang tu ja kot

Hat tu ja la nak habaq pasaipa aku tak kelaparan dekat rumah

And don't worry, kalau susah sangat nak masakkan untuk aku
next time kita jumpa, kita pi la cari kue teow kungfu
tomyam semua yang ang nak tu

Aku saja ja kutuk KL takdak signature dish haritu
sebab aku nak ang masak wakaka
sorry orang KL

Jangan lupa belajaq buat video kayh!






Thursday, November 9, 2017

..::PJJ::..


Assalamualaikum & hye


Aku seriously tak plan langsung nak update blog
Tapi tetiba teringat petang tadi tetiba dapat 
snapshot harga tiket flight
And teringat semalam aku meroyan 
after tengok seketoi video

Apparently, the video is nicely filmed and edited by jk
Lagi tambah feel dia bgm dia best 
(Untuk hang. Dekat bawah)
Yang lagi tambah menambah feel is jm as the main character
Memang la depa tak dak niat pun nak show off friendship depa but

THE LOVE THE WARMTH AND THE HAPPINESS ARE SO OBVIOUSLY AND CLEARLY CAN BE SEEN GUYSSSS

So aku meroyanla happy + jealous tengok 2 sohabat berbahagia
And selalunya best friend aku tu tak dakla jangkit sekali directly
tapi wAllahualam la cena tetiba jadi lagutu
well after all, hati manusia Allah yang pegang right

Sorry bae
This is the 'perk' of being in a long distance relationship
It's too costly for us to be like the others
Yeah there's quote saying that "love conquers all"
But love can't always fix all those financial & time constraints
I miss us, really
 Please do pray for us

Aku tau ang akan keji aku bila baca post ni
But it's always you who initiate me to write these cringe things
Terima la hakikat my bae
Hang ada best friend pelik yang ada unsur-unsur 
silly, dorky & romantic comedy
melebihi unsur angin api air dan bumi
sebab aku bukan avatar the legend of aang last airbender bagai tu

So anyway,
selamat belajaq shoot & edit video kay
nanti aku nak jadi main character dalam video sulung hang
wkwkwk

Take care bae
Fi hifzILLAH
Semoga ada rezeki jumpa next year
Ameenn


#8yearsandstillcountinginsyaAllah

May Allah bless











Aku boh gamaq depa sebab takdak orang lukeh gamaq kita sobs








There For You...virtually
Sobs

I woke up pissed off today,
And lately everyone feels fake
Somewhere, I lost a piece of me
Smoking cigarettes on balconies

But I can't do this alone
Sometimes I just need a light
If I call you on the phone
Need you on the other side

So when your tears roll down your pillow like a river
I'll be there for you
I'll be there for you
When you're screaming, but they only hear you whisper
I'll be loud for you
But you gotta be there for me too

But you gotta be there for me too

Last year took a toll on me
But I made it with you next to me
Around the world and back again
I hope you're waiting at the end

But I can't do this alone
Sometimes I just need a light
If I call you on the phone
Need you on the other side

So when your tears roll down your pillow like a river
I'll be there for you
I'll be there for you
When you're screaming, but they only hear you whisper
I'll be loud for you
I'll be loud for you

I got you, I promise
Let me be honest
Love is a road that goes both ways
When your tears roll down your pillow like a river
I'll be there for you
But you gotta be there for me too

But you gotta be there for me too

Boy, I'm holding on to something
Won't let go of you for nothing
I'm running, running just to keep my hands on you
There was a time that I was so blue
What I got to do to show you?
I'm running, running just to keep my hands on you

Running, running just to keep my hands on you
Running, running just to keep my hands on you
So, I'm running, running just to keep my hands on you
But you gotta be there for me too

But you gotta be there for me too



But you gotta be there for me too





Wednesday, November 1, 2017

..::It's you::..



Assalamualaikum & hye


Since aku ni manusia spesies random, 
so I wanna post a random entry today
This is kinda appreciation post to my beloved best friend
The one who came to my life almost 8 years ago 
and never left, alhamduLillah
You have no idea how much I'm grateful 
for having you as my best friend
After all those 'false alarms' haha

I am genuinely very grateful to encounter with you 
after those 'rejections' & break ups
I am grateful that she just left me without a word,
another she said sorry because she claimed that
she can't give me the thing I want 
and insisted to be just another friend not the special one

And also that senior who didn't choose me to be her adopted sister
(The one who got my home number and called me on my birthday 
just to say her wishes)
These are the people who came and went away
Yeah they're still my friend but Allah doesn't let 
them to be more than just a friend for me
And I know that Allah teach me through them

I have no idea that I could get another 
special best friend after those people left
It's you, the one who fated to be my best friend
I always got teary eyes when I remember
 our old days till the very now

I kinda very very very egoistic maniac when we first became friend
I was not a good friend to you at that moment
But Allah knows best
With His love, I got this precious & beautiful soul as my best friend
And I'm grateful that Allah nurture me 
to tone down my ego through you

Yes we are kinda Korean wave victims but heyy.. 
It's you who give free lecture on 
the obligation of covering the aurah
"Mimie, pergi kefe pun kena pakai stoking..bla3"
The one who said "I love you" when we were on the way 
back to our room after went to masjid khulafa' ar rasyidin

I'm a clingy daughter
I call my mak everyday in my life since I was a high schooler
So when I have you in my heart when others left,
 I also cling to you. Haha

It's you. Who always be there
Facing all those hardship to bear with me, the clingy best friend
Well if Arau & Sentul just side by side for our imaginations, 
same goes to usm & unimas then

I think I am not really a good long distance best friend for you
But alhamduLillah it's always you, the one that Allah choose 
to stay with me the weirdo creature
The one who texted me "Mimie, kita kena jumpa la.." 
during orientation week in university
Of course we can't. Huhu

Well can I jump to the latest scene? 
Uuuu bajet..bajet..
Besides my mak, abah, siblings & family, 
it's you who be by my side through out my master's journey
There were countless times when 
I can't spill my life tests too much to my mak since 
I'm afraid that my mak & abah will double triple worry of me 
and I ended up spill to you

I still remember those unspeakable moments 
and you were still there to listen to my whines
Sometimes I even spammed your WhatsApp 
with very long long long texts when you're busy with your work
Huuuu.. Again, sorry..

After all those ups and downs alhamduLillah I finally done with my thesis,
the ultimate requirement for graduating Master degree in research mode
And I still got emotionally unstable since I can't really
accept the fact that I failed to participate this year's convocation
And alhamduLillah, it's you who keep on saying nice word
Comfort me with short tazkirah
To remind me that, Allah's plan is beyond everything


I know I can't do or give much to you for now
But I really pray that one day I can, insyaAllah
And I really hope that Allah really grant us 
the precious ukhwahfILLAH till Jannah
Ameen

May Allah protect you, guide you, help you,
grant your dreams, and richly bless you always
Ameen


So, here's another song dedicated just for you


Baby I’m falling Head over heels

Looking for ways to
let you know just how I feel
Wish I was holding You by my side
I wouldn’t change a thing
cause finally it’s real

Tryna hold back

You oughta know that
You’re the one that’s on my mind
I’m falling too fast Deeply in love
Finding the magic
in the colors of you

You’re the right time

at the right moment
You’re the sunlight
keeps my heart going
know when I’m with you
Can’t keep myself from falling
right time at the right moment
It’s you
you it’s you
you it’s you

Baby I’m falling Deeper in love

Everything that you are is
all I’m dreaming of
And if I can break enough
to show you that I need us
I’d give up everything
I have girl just for you

Tryna hold back

You oughta know that
You’re the one that’s on my mind
I’m falling too fast Deeply in love
Girl all I need to breathe is you

Cause you’re the right time

at the right moment
you’re the sunlight
keeps my heart going
know when i’m with you
Can’t keep myself from falling
right time at the right moment
it’s you

Cause You’re the right time

at the right moment
You’re the sunlight
keeps my heart going
know when I’m with you
Can’t keep myself from falling
right time at the right moment
It’s you
you it’s you
you it’s you

you it’s you

you
you it’s you








The one who always miss us,

Mimiestar

Tuesday, October 31, 2017












:'(

May Allah gather us among the few servants
ameen..




Sunday, October 29, 2017

..::The perks of being a kpoper::..


Assalamualaikum & hye



Yeah tajuk kemain lagha
Aku tuleh sebab aku tak dak keja
and best friend aku request untuk aku update blog selalu
setiap hari kalau boleh
sebab dia cakap dia lagi suka aku potpet cotcet dekat blog
kalau through mesej aku lagi annoying dia kata

Another reason is because 
aku tak mau keluaq pi tapak konvo sebab aku tak konvo lagi
wakaka
but actually batch aku yang konvo this year aku tak kenai sangat pun
tu antara hikmah konvo next yearla
insyaAllah kami konvo ramai-ramai 1 lab (or 2 lab) tahun depan


Anddddd
sebab best friend aku tak bagi aku continue baca buku ni




Yeah I bought this book (malay version) last month 
Aku ada english version jugak versi pdf
aku tak abeh lagi baca
and she told me to quit reading the book
and follow cakap dia on some matters

Aku dah follow cakap dia
tapi sikitla tak semua
so maybe aku akan sambung baca jugak nanti haha
aku beli kot rugi la tak baca

So occay back to the topic
Aku bukan la die hard fan sangat
sebab aku tak beli pun album merchandise bagai
Tapi aku rasa aku memang dah terpengaruh dengan hidup depa


1) Passion

Hard working? Tu just mukaddimah ja ok
 They live their life with passion
Sebab tu depa macam non stop cakap
"We will give a better work next time."
Walaupun memang boleh nampak depa usaha 
bagai nak gila dah

Sampai kadang-kadang aku speechless tengok tahap depa berusaha
yeah their ultimate muse is most probably money
tapi still, ada ja jenih manusia buat kerja sebab duit
and end up bagi crappy work
menyusahkan jemaah manusia yang lain dengan kerja cincai dia
dah tu, kalau dah high level position siap buli orang bawahan
suruh buat kerja dia
Tu tak cerita part kena hadap boss yang perfectionista lagi
Ok stop takat tu dulu

Nak ceritanya, aku still dok polish passion yang ada dalam diri aku
Susah la nak istiqomah semangat berkobar-kobar 24/7


2) Humble

Well at least I am a fan (bukan kipas okay) of very humble groups
Sebab depa bukan dari big company
company yang nyaris bankrupt just before 
depa menang dalam carta lagu

So depa ni jenih manusia sedaq diri
and bagi depa, it's okay untuk kenang selalu sapa 
diri kita yang sebenaqnya

contohnya, hang dari company yang hampir bankrupt
hang ada skill tapi tak sehebat orang lain,
so jangan bajet baguih, kena usaha lebih

contoh lain, hang kena sedaq
hang takdaklah menarik sangat
as in, ramai lagi yang lagi handsome dari hang
so jangan bajet baguih
fokus dengan kelebihan & skill yang hang ada

Aku tak dakla lemah lembut sopan santun sangat
Tapi seriously, la ni dah jadi habit aku bow dekat orang
sebagai tanda hormat or terima kasih 
Hari tu aku bow (nasib tak 90°) dekat orang stop motor & kereta
masa aku nak melintas jalan
Wey Mimie culture kita angkat tangan pun dah cukup kot

Sebab dah selalu tengok depa bow dekat semua orang
Fans, mc, cameraman, pak cik tanya jalan
even dekat another singers pun 
tak kisahla junior or senior

Tula ironinya, bila kita nampak 'Islam' tu 
lebih dekat orang bukan Islam



3) Anak mak

In other word, family first
Ada ja video-video depa ghiyau sebab family
Yala la once join jadi trainee memang susah sangat nak balik rumah
so dah kurang masa dengan family

And most of them bukan dari family senang
Depa la yang bayaq hutang-hutang family
And set up new life untuk family

Then dok throwback pulak zaman kecik-kecik
and tak sangka boleh berjaya (by their own definition)
sampai tahap la ni
Dengan-dengan aku sekali burst into tears


4) Brotherhood

A.k.a bromance
Bukan kunyit ok
Aku seriously rasa disturb dengan penggunaan kunyit
Kunyit tu makanan kot

Anyway, depa memang jenih menjaga ukhwah
sebab depa berpegang teguh dengan slogan

"Teamwork makes the dream work"

Seriously this is another part yang buat aku burst into tears selalu
Since aku selalu rasa aku berjuang sorang-sorang
wakaka

Aku jealous tengok depa yang 1 group 7 orang
so 7 orang sama-sama bersusah payah 
untuk mencapai cita-cita

Whoa.. bestnya..



Ok cukup la takat ni
Aku dah melalut banyak dah ni
Ikut hati nak ja lagi elaborate 
part makan banyak tapi berat tak naik
part rajin masak & rajin belajaq masak 
sebab dah jenih makan banyak sangat
part jaga kulit
part work out jaga stamina


Like seriously sometimes aku rasa
their lifestyle are healthier than mine


And that's the reason why aku jadi rare I think
Makhluk rare yang selalu ada krisis identiti
The living weirdo