Saturday, October 14, 2017














"Redha starts when you don't question why anymore."


:)









Saturday, October 7, 2017

..:: 💐 ::..


Assalamualaikum & hye

Since the date is approaching
khemah pesta konvo pun dah naik
so I have to heal my self fast

Harini aku nak spill something
This 💐 emoticon in all those posts in my soc med
is actually referring to my feeling to wrap up my Msc journey

Why bunga?
Sebab aku rasa buah macam kurang feeling di situ
Remember the quote
'orang baling batu kita baling buah' ?
ok for my case,
'orang baling batu aku baling bunga balik'
emoticon buah-buahan macam tak berapa attractive so yeah
suka hati aku la nak bagi bunga

Everyone ada fasa jatuh bangun dalam hidup
I acknowledge that
So aku tau ja bukan aku sorang ja sengsara dalam nak kejar cita-cita
But still since konvo aku delay setahun insyaAllah
 aku bukan robot
and aku perempuan
so aku ada hak la kan nak emo-emo
hiung hiung

I know I have to move on
Accept my fate whole heartedly
It was my destiny to be tortured and treated unfairly
This is a test for me
Everything that is 'keep' by Allah is the best
All the things happened are only by Allah's will 
And there must be reasons behind it
Keep  calm, sabr and pray, things will be fine
But yeah things are easier said than done aite

But anyway, Allah dah janji kan bersama kesulitan tu
ada kemudahan & kesenangan
AlhamduLillah untuk rahmat & rezeki yang tak putus-putus

Few days back girls dekat lab & lab sebelah buat party
Surprise bertingkat-tingkat
Bridal shower for bride to be
(Congrats Lisa & Haris!!)
Advance birthday party for October babies
(nanti la wish dekat Aimie)
and farewell party
(annyeong El~)

These girls are actually salah satu kurniaan terindah untuk aku
I was all alone when I started my Msc journey
(I have been in long distance relationship with my bff since undergrad fyi)
AlhamduLillah, Allah sent me people with good heart
to accompany me
to help me
and be with me
They are truly adorable little sisters
(except Diyanah Ismail yang lahiaq dulu dari aku)
and yeah they keep cheering me when I was lonely
sebab best friend jauh kan..
oh ya, semua depa kenai ang


I am truly feel blessed with the presence of amazing people
like you guys
I pray that Allah will grant all of you the best
in this life and hereafter
ameen



3/10/2017

Tempat: Rooftop rumah sewa Ran
Main dish: Catering tentera ayah Didi
Cup cakes: Order dekat Fiqa & Diyanah
Yang turut berpenat lelah: Mun, Rom, Ayu, Syud
Yang tak hadir sebab pi Hokkaido: Hannah




Farewell gift from our youngest
Since youngest kan so
maafkanlah kekhilafan dia dalam menginterpetasi
hukum alam

Aku tak tau cena dia boleh kata 
aku show a good example for being a muslimah kpopers
pengsan ustaz ustazah naqib naqibah aku kot

So, please pray the best for me!
Untuk aku boleh move on dengan jayanya insyaAllah

May Allah bless

💐

Friday, September 29, 2017

..::Nothing like us::..





Lately I've been thinkin',
Thinkin' bout what we had,
I know it was hard,
It was all that we knew, yeah

Have you been drinkin'
To take all the pain away?
I wish that I could give you what you deserve...

'Cause nothing can ever,
Ever replace you.
Nothing can make me feel like you do, yeah.
You know there's no one
I can relate to.
And know we won't find a love that's so true...

There's nothing like us,
There's nothing like you and me,
Together through the storm.
There's nothing like us,
There's nothing like you and me,
Together, oh

I gave you everything, baby,
Everything I had to give.
Girl, why would you push me away, yeah?
Lost in confusion,
Like an illusion,
You know I'm used to making your day...

But that is the past now,
We didn't last now,
I guess that this is meant to be, yeah...
Tell me, was it worth it?
We were so perfect.
But, baby, I just want you to see...

There's nothing like us,
There's nothing like you and me,
Together through the storm.
There's nothing like us,
There's nothing like you and me,
Together, oh

There's nothing like us,
There's nothing like you and me,
Together through the storm.
There's nothing like us,
There's nothing like you and me,
Together, oh...



I hope that I will never get the chance to dedicate this song to you
Yes, you
My best friend







Disclaimer: I don't really listen to JB. Thanks to JK who did the cover for this song