..:: To Allah I rely ::..

Fall Fall Fall, scattering apart
Fall Fall Fall, falling

Because of you, I’m becoming ruined
I wanna stop, I don’t want you anymore
I can’t do it, this sucks
Please don’t give me any excuses

You can’t do this to me
All of the things you said are like a mask
It hides the truth and rips me apart
It pierces me, I’m going crazy, I hate this
Take it all away, I hate you

But you’re my everything You’re my
Everything You’re my
Everything You’re my
Please go away huh

I’m sorry I hate u
I love you I hate u
Forgive me

I need you girl
Why am I in love alone, why am I hurting alone
I need you girl
Why do I keep needing you when I know I’ll get hurt?

I need you girl, you’re beautiful
I need you girl, you’re so cold
I need you girl I need you girl
I need you girl I need you girl

It goes round & round, why do I keep coming back
I go down & down, at this point, I’m just a fool
Whatever I do, I can’t help it
It’s definitely my heart, my feelings but why don’t they listen to me
I’m just talking to myself again, talking to myself again
I’m just talking to myself again, talking to myself again
You’re not saying anything, please, I’ll treat you well
But the sky is blue, the sky is blue

The sky is blue and the sun is shining
So my tears are even more noticeable
Why is it you? Why did it have to be you?
Why can’t I leave you?

I need you girl
Why am I in love alone, why am I hurting alone
I need you girl
Why do I keep needing you when I know I’ll get hurt?

I need you girl, you’re beautiful
I need you girl, you’re so cold
I need you girl I need you girl
I need you girl I need you girl

Girl, just tell me you wanna break up
Girl, just tell me it wasn’t love
I have no courage to say that
Give me my last gift
So I can’t ever go back to you

I need you girl
Why am I in love alone, why am I hurting alone
I need you girl
Why do I keep needing you when I know I’ll get hurt?

I need you girl, you’re beautiful
I need you girl, you’re so cold
I need you girl I need you girl
I need you girl I need you girl

A perfect song for me

Who being dumped without a word

I know that I did wrong even I don't really know the real thing

I did ask for forgiveness

But still no reply

I know this is not the first time for us

But this time is different

She can really left me since I have nothing to give to her

She has her forever best of the best partner

She already has someone who really understand her

Give her full support

Care and love her to the max

Sounds like I'm totally mentally breakdown right?

Yeah.. for this part.. at least..

Since I'm a 'friendshiphile' so.. it kinda a curse to me

She had done a lot to me

Johor - Penang is not that far for her

We share lots of memories & stories

Talk for hours through phone

even on Hari Raya sometimes

but yeah..

It's about destiny right..

So days after days waiting for my texts to be replied

Waiting for selamat hari raya wishes

I should not wait anymore I think

There's nothing left between us maybe

So I told Aishah the conclusion about this matter

"No matter how deep the mutual feeling, sampai masa Allah nak uji, hilang habis kemanisan tu. So, tak payah berharap dekat manusia. Berharap dekat Allah."

May Allah bless you Allah always, sahabat.