..:: In the end ::..

It starts with
One thing I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind, I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know
Time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It's so unreal
Didn't look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on but didn't even know
I wasted it all just to watch you go

I kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when...

I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter

One thing, I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind, I designed this rhyme
To remind myself how
I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I'm surprised it got so (far)
Things aren't the way they were before
You wouldn't even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me
In the end

You kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when...

I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter

I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There's only one thing you should know
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There's only one thing you should know

I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter

Seriously aku terkesan dengan apa yg jadi dekat Chester

Aku bukan die hard fan LP

Tapi memang lagu LP tak pernah takda dalam 

phone yang boleh buh mp3 yang aku pernah ada

And since 4 hari lepas aku keep humming in the end

for few reasons

Tapi alhamduLillah emosi aku semakin stabil since kemaren

And semalam alhamduLillah kena basuh dekat usrah

Pagi tadi memang terkejut tahap dewa

Well kalau tengok apa yang aku takdak la ni,

dia dah ada/ pernah ada kot

but still he commit suicide

LP memang dah ada nama di atas muka bumi
Dah buat duit berkoyan-koyan
Tak pernah jatuh teruk since debut

Kira dah berjaya sangat dah la tu

In fact bakal ada comeback tour dalam masa terdekat

Tak jumpa true love?

Yang tu wallahualam

2 kali kawen kan?

Bab depression ni memang susah untuk difahami

sebab aku sendiri pun ada masa aku emo

down

sampai rasa emotionless

listless

I don know if tu dikira mild depression or just emotion rush

Tapi seriously, satu ja nak conclude

Orang kenal Tuhan/alim pun belum tentu lagi boleh lari dari depression

Tambah la orang yang suam-suam kuku

Please Mimie

Belajaq & amal lebih lagi

You know enough how totally crap this world is

And as umat akhir zaman please la take action

Takkan nak emo ja setiap kali kena attack dengan orang jahat?

Your depression just give them victory in so many ways

And yes, then you just sit back or sleep and doing nothing

And yes you know this since forever

Nobody gonna fight for Allah's blessing for you

Nobody gonna fight for your place in Jannah

At least for now

Ang bukan ada anak lagi

So, in the meantime, please

Keep on fighting

Because in the end

it does matter

May Allah bless