..:: AlhamduLillah ::..

AlhamduLillah tahniah to you Mimie!!!

I am very proud of your achievements

Totally berjaya or half berjaya or tak berjaya

tu semua belakang kira

Yang penting you've tried your best

Alaa macam tak besa tak menang kahh

You were so dull and gloomy after viva

Kira cuaca tu asyik nak storm then heavy rain ja

Kadang-kadang storm tak dak pun tetiba heavy rain teruih

Haha

So poor of you

Memang ada yang bangga dengan aku

Tapi seriously aku emotionless

yang membawa kepada speechless

dan listless

So aku down

Everytime call mak

Mak cakap

"Muka tu bagi manis sikit. Lupakan dulu kesedihan yang melanda."

Seriously cena nak lupakan?

Ni seriously lagi sakit dari &%&%*^$%^

Then aku pun tryla lapangkan dada

Well aku selalu fail

So selalu jelas terpancar muka poker face

tak pun sombong nak mamps

Padahal orang tak tau otak aku tengah serabut

Hati aku tengah sakit

Sobs

Tapikan 

Allah hadirkan orang-orang yang bawa rezeki untuk aku

Orang-orang yang ikhlas nak tolong aku

"Maka nikmat Tuhanmu yang manakah yang kamu dustakan?"

Dari semalam lagi kot

Tak putus-putus rezeki masuk

I love food and sleep so much so..

Yeah..

They bought me lotsss of foods!

AlhamduLillah

Orang dok asrama ja paham feeling ni

And aku terdampar di asrama dah 13 tahun kot

Ok takdak la sebab tu ja

Depa study thesis aku jugak semalam

And aku dapat buku dalam wishlist aku jugak
Heol daebakk

I am so grateful that Allah has bless me sincere and good companions

Including you

My loyal reader

The ultimate reason why I create this blog since 2010

The one who promise to grow to be a better and a mature person 

and to grow old (wkwkwk) with me

They are really good companions

Ni wasiat

Kalau nanti aku mati dulu and ang rindu aku,

pi la dekat depa

and layan la depa dengan baik

insyaAllah ang kurang sikit rindu aku

fi hifzillah bae~

..::Blood,Sweat&Tears::..

Lagu BST ni clearly bertemakan cinta
sorang laki sanggup bagi apa saja dekat perempuan yang dia suka

Aku perempuan

insyaAllah straight & normal

Oleh sebab lagu ni tajuk dia BST

So aku dedicate lagu ni dekat cita-cita aku

perjalanan yang tak sabaqnya Ya Robbi aku nak tamatkan

Aku dah nampak garisan penamat tu dekat depan

Tapi still, aku tak sampai lagi

Tak cukup lagi kerahan blood, sweat and tears

Everyone just shouting

"Sikit lagi Mimie, sikit lagi!!"

"Go Mimie go!!"

But I'm here

panting

tired
restless

And I know no one can ever bring me to the finish line

except me myself with Allah's help

My blood, sweat and tears

My last dance

Take it away

My blood, sweat and tears

My cold breath

Take it away

My blood, sweat and tears

Even my blood, sweat and tears

Even my body, heart and soul

I know that it’s all yours

This is a spell that’ll punish me

Peaches and cream

Sweeter than sweet

Chocolate cheeks

And chocolate wings

But your wings are wings of the devil

In front of your sweet is bitter bitter

I don’t care if it hurts,

Hurry and choke me

So I can’t hurt any more

Baby, I don’t care if I get drunk, I’ll drink you in now

Your whiskey, deep into my throat

My blood, sweat and tears

My last dance

Take it away

My blood, sweat and tears

My cold breath

Take it away

I want you a lot, a lot, a lot

I want you a lot, a lot, a lot

I want you a lot, a lot, a lot

I want you a lot, a lot, a lot

I don’t care if it hurts, tie me up

So I can’t run away

Grab me tightly and shake me

So I can’t snap out of it

Our own little secret

I wanna be addicted to your prison

So I can’t serve anyone that’s not you

Even though I know, I drink the poisonous Holy Grail

My blood, sweat and tears

My last dance

Take it away

My blood, sweat and tears

My cold breath

Take it away

I want you a lot, a lot, a lot

I want you a lot, a lot, a lot

I want you a lot, a lot, a lot

I want you a lot, a lot, a lot

My blood, sweat and tears

My blood, sweat and tears

..:: 25th July ::..

Assalamualaikum & hye

Tarikh hari ni

Aku still terlupa

Seriously aku bangun dengan perasaan 

tak ingat pun hari ni hari apa

Thanks to adik aku yang selalu gaduh dengan aku tu

Dia mesej bagitau

"Harini birthday mak"

Otherwise aku akan call mak macam biasa

and mak yang bagitau sendiri harini birthday mak

macam tahun lepas

T_______T

I am not a good daughter

Seriously aku susah sangat nak ingat tarikh harini

Sorry mak, selalu lupa birthday mak

You are a wonderful mak ever

I really can't be here wherever I am now without you

I believe in your dua' more than mine

Your weapons are powerful than mine, really

I am so grateful to be your only daughter

I'm praying the best for you

May Allah grant mak a blessed, blissful & successful life 

in this world and hereafter

ameenn

..:: In the end ::..

It starts with
One thing I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind, I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know
Time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It's so unreal
Didn't look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on but didn't even know
I wasted it all just to watch you go

I kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when...

I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter

One thing, I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind, I designed this rhyme
To remind myself how
I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I'm surprised it got so (far)
Things aren't the way they were before
You wouldn't even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me
In the end

You kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when...

I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter

I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There's only one thing you should know
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There's only one thing you should know

I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter

Seriously aku terkesan dengan apa yg jadi dekat Chester

Aku bukan die hard fan LP

Tapi memang lagu LP tak pernah takda dalam 

phone yang boleh buh mp3 yang aku pernah ada

And since 4 hari lepas aku keep humming in the end

for few reasons

Tapi alhamduLillah emosi aku semakin stabil since kemaren

And semalam alhamduLillah kena basuh dekat usrah

Pagi tadi memang terkejut tahap dewa

Well kalau tengok apa yang aku takdak la ni,

dia dah ada/ pernah ada kot

but still he commit suicide

LP memang dah ada nama di atas muka bumi
Dah buat duit berkoyan-koyan
Tak pernah jatuh teruk since debut

Kira dah berjaya sangat dah la tu

In fact bakal ada comeback tour dalam masa terdekat

Tak jumpa true love?

Yang tu wallahualam

2 kali kawen kan?

Bab depression ni memang susah untuk difahami

sebab aku sendiri pun ada masa aku emo

down

sampai rasa emotionless

listless

I don know if tu dikira mild depression or just emotion rush

Tapi seriously, satu ja nak conclude

Orang kenal Tuhan/alim pun belum tentu lagi boleh lari dari depression

Tambah la orang yang suam-suam kuku

Please Mimie

Belajaq & amal lebih lagi

You know enough how totally crap this world is

And as umat akhir zaman please la take action

Takkan nak emo ja setiap kali kena attack dengan orang jahat?

Your depression just give them victory in so many ways

And yes, then you just sit back or sleep and doing nothing

And yes you know this since forever

Nobody gonna fight for Allah's blessing for you

Nobody gonna fight for your place in Jannah

At least for now

Ang bukan ada anak lagi

So, in the meantime, please

Keep on fighting

Because in the end

it does matter

May Allah bless

..:: Glass bridge ::..

Assalamualaikum & hye

Aku ada baca post pasal move on

Ni & ni

Somehow banyak point yg betul

And now I'm referring move on dengan kejatuhan

When we already fight all that we can

We give the best that we can

But it's still not enough for others

:')

Sometimes you can shed the tears while trying to get up

But if the tears are overflowing,

just try to get up and move on

Because you got no time to wait till the tears dried up

Your golden moment to reach your dream

never come twice sometimes

Success is belong to Allah

Allah will grant it to His slave sometimes

or otherwise in other time

Have faith in Allah's plan

and sabr

Always

Just like the other day

Just keep on moving forward

Howling moon

It has been so while

In the silence

And if you believe

In my little world

Tomorrow will

Have a wonder

Don’t know where to go..

Tell me for sure

That you won’t leave me here alone

I need to know

You will, I believe

When I do need someone to hold

You’ll be here

Little voice I hear, yeah maybe

Maybe no, who’s to say

Slowly drowning in after wave

After wave, who to say

Then I cross a bridge for

Over million reasons to hold on

Hide away with me

Walk away with me

Then we cross a bridge for

Over million troubles to meet

Nothing is easy

Nothing is easy

Huu hoo ho.. hoo ho

Hoo ho..

Oh how well you see?

How will you try, How?

However I mean to you now

Try.. hiayaiiyaii

Then I cross a bridge for

Over million reasons to hold on

Hide away with me

Walk away with me

Then we cross a bridge for

Over million troubles to meet

Nothing is easy

Nothing is easy

-Savina & Drones-

17/7/2017

10/10/2014 - 17/7/2017

AlhamduLillah, walau jauh dari mak abah, family & good companions, Allah hadirkan tentera-tenteraNya utk menolong hambaNya yang lemah ni. Thanks Fiqa, Diyanah & Syud (Syud xboleh ikut tadi :( we miss you Syud). Sebab hadir dari tarikh yang tercatat di atas tu sampai hari ni. Hari Asmimie Asmawarnie Azizan selamat menempuhi vivanya, alhamduLillah. Semoga persahabatan ini kekal sampai syurga macam nama group WhatsApp kita insyaAllah. Ameenn

Hanya Allah ja yang mampu balas segala jasa, kasih sayang & kebaikan kalian. 

May Allah bless you guys always my babies. Ameenn

#JourneytoJannah

#tqfiqadiyanahbestphotographersever

Assalamualaikum & hye

Atas tu insta update semalam

Buat tatapan 1 of my good companion

AlhamduLillah 'ala kullihal

Done with viva

Ada rezeki boleh submit thesis correction before deadline,

insyaAllah boleh grad tahun ni

After all these 2 years & 8 months

ranting about Msc's life,

it'll come to the end soon insyaAllah

Satu ja nak conclude

Ujian tu tetap ada untuk orang yang beriman

Tak kisah la study or kerja or jadi suri rumah etc

Even kpop groups yang bukan Islam pun kena uji

(motiffff mention kpopop dekat sini)

Yala, tu one of motivation's source for me in reaching for my dreams

kome suka bola game main masak-masak tu preference kome

Haa back to the point

even depa tu pun kena uji

penat lelah bertahun-tahun untuk berjaya dan terus berjaya

Kita orang beriman ni tak kan la terkecuali dari ujian kan

Plus point untuk kita is,

Allah takkan sia-siakan segala penat lelah,

rintihan, tangisan & kesabaran

Kalau kita buat sesuatu kerana Allah

You may cry out loud all that you want to Allah

And Allah will heal the pain after the pain

And grant you His bless insyaAllah

I am very grateful that at this moment,

I still survive in

my blood, sweat and tears journey

May Allah keep me strong always

May Allah bless

#bloodsweatandtearsjourney