..:: Cinta ::..

Assalamualaikum & hye

Aku sepatutnya kena fokus writing thesis tapi tetiba gatal tangan sangat-sangat nak menulis dekat blog. Krisis diri betui. Well tajuk entry ni cinta. Aku just nak cakap la aku tengah dalam fasa kurang bermotivasi (please do pray for me, my fellow reader(s)..) Maybe aku dalam fasa kurang cinta dengan jalan yang aku pilih walau aku tau from the very beginning yang aku memang takkan boleh jatuh suka dekat jalan yang lain seperti aku jatuh suka dekat jalan ni.

Ni la susahnya jadi perempuan. Emo. Tetiba rasa tak terinspirasi, tak dak motivasi, spirited away bagai. Dan kalau aku jadikan cintakan study sebagai motivasi aku untuk terus berada di jalan ni memang dah lama aku blahhh. Haha.

Yup. Aku takdak passion tu. Kalau ada pun dia tak strong enough untuk aku keep on my spirit up high. That's why aku kena lalui fasa-fasa demotivated. *Sigh

Tapi yang peliknya aku keep on dreaming. Aku loyal dengan dream aku. Aku jelas dengan niat aku untuk berjaya. So.. I think that's the only thing yang buatkan aku keep on going no matter how hard it is. Niat aku. Bila buat sesuatu kerana Allah, you have to try the very best and be the best for the sake of Allah.

"Hang bukan pandai mana pun, bukan rajin mana pun, bukan bijaksana sini mana pun Mimie. Dengan kuasa Allah ja hang boleh sampai tahap ni di saat ni."

So aku nak dedicatekan lagu untuk diri sendiri. 

You maybe a lowly people right now, you have no job, no special talent, not a beautiful-stunning-gorgeous lady, come from a 'nobody' family but please keep on fighting. Fighting to meet your dream girl, you yourself with those unlocked achievements, insyaAllah, biiznIllah.

The wind which swings your hair,
also the color of the moving clouds in the sky which I looked up
softly overflowed.

I’m gently holding the miracle that I could meet you,
Because I want to protect your tiny smile 

In this world started to move with this wind,
You’re standing silently and brightly like an angel 

I’m gently holding the miracle that I could meet you,
and also the painful emotion which is beyond expression in words


I’m gently holding the miracle that I could meet you,
Because I want to protect your dream


I’m gently holding the miracle that I could meet you, 
But still I’ve remained unable to tell you this painful emotion 


I’m gently holding the miracle that I could meet you,
I never intend to let this certain warmth go.