..::Emo::..

Assalamualaikum & hye

Aku emo

And aku nekad nak spill few things here

I know that for my age, it's kinda rare for us to fancy

over those kpop and friendship forever thingy

Because at this age, it's a norm for people 

to start new life with their spouse

Having kids

Secure the financial management

Tapi aku rare

Aku still fancy kpop and bff thingy

In fact, other than songs, I really fancy the friendship 

among those kpop idols

I know it's kinda childish

But I really think that my mental age stop growing since I was 18

So maybe that's why I am the way I am now

There are two couples that I adore their friendship so much

Their friendships really melt my heart

Well some people mistook their brotherhood with homosexuality

But I know that I stan for the right people and right thing

insyaAllah

I always watch their loves in the air footage

And after being drawn into my complicated emotions,

I usually spill to my best friend

She had to bear it all for all these time

And today it happened again

I got emotionally rush since JK dropped another travelogue video last night

This time, he filmed other members apart of JM as well

I was so excited and fluttering for a night since 60% of the video

is JM's part

When I was in the state of euphoria, I found something this afternoon

A fan said that, there's a theory stated that JK gives clue

to JM he got someone else in the video

And I got emotional after that

I know right, that's the most ridiculous things that

I'd take to my heart

I can't watch any of their music videos or others since I want

to sort out my feelings and make up my mind

I can't read the book that I currently read

So I watch a kdrama

Unfortunately, the drama pours the salt to my wound

I kept eating those chocs that my best friend gave me

I just found out that there is something else sticks together with the chocs

And that's the moment when I was at the peak of emotionally rush for today

She really does a lot of thing for me

She really does

I am now in the midst of reflection

Why do I have to be emotional for something that is

100% freaking ridiculous when Allah already plan to shower me His love?

Happy reflecting Mimie