..::It's you::..

Assalamualaikum & hye

Since aku ni manusia spesies random, 

so I wanna post a random entry today

This is kinda appreciation post to my beloved best friend

The one who came to my life almost 8 years ago 

and never left, alhamduLillah

You have no idea how much I'm grateful 

for having you as my best friend

After all those 'false alarms' haha

I am genuinely very grateful to encounter with you 

after those 'rejections' & break ups

I am grateful that she just left me without a word,

another she said sorry because she claimed that

she can't give me the thing I want 

and insisted to be just another friend not the special one

And also that senior who didn't choose me to be her adopted sister

(The one who got my home number and called me on my birthday 

just to say her wishes)

These are the people who came and went away

Yeah they're still my friend but Allah doesn't let 

them to be more than just a friend for me

And I know that Allah teach me through them

I have no idea that I could get another 

special best friend after those people left

It's you, the one who fated to be my best friend

I always got teary eyes when I remember

 our old days till the very now

I kinda very very very egoistic maniac when we first became friend

I was not a good friend to you at that moment

But Allah knows best

With His love, I got this precious & beautiful soul as my best friend

And I'm grateful that Allah nurture me 

to tone down my ego through you

Yes we are kinda Korean wave victims but heyy.. 

It's you who give free lecture on 

the obligation of covering the aurah

"Mimie, pergi kefe pun kena pakai stoking..bla3"

The one who said "I love you" when we were on the way 

back to our room after went to masjid khulafa' ar rasyidin

I'm a clingy daughter

I call my mak everyday in my life since I was a high schooler

So when I have you in my heart when others left,

 I also cling to you. Haha

It's you. Who always be there

Facing all those hardship to bear with me, the clingy best friend

Well if Arau & Sentul just side by side for our imaginations, 

same goes to usm & unimas then

I think I am not really a good long distance best friend for you

But alhamduLillah it's always you, the one that Allah choose 

to stay with me the weirdo creature

The one who texted me "Mimie, kita kena jumpa la.." 

during orientation week in university

Of course we can't. Huhu

Well can I jump to the latest scene? 

Uuuu bajet..bajet..

Besides my mak, abah, siblings & family, 

it's you who be by my side through out my master's journey

There were countless times when 

I can't spill my life tests too much to my mak since 

I'm afraid that my mak & abah will double triple worry of me 

and I ended up spill to you

I still remember those unspeakable moments 

and you were still there to listen to my whines

Sometimes I even spammed your WhatsApp 

with very long long long texts when you're busy with your work

Huuuu.. Again, sorry..

After all those ups and downs alhamduLillah I finally done with my thesis,

the ultimate requirement for graduating Master degree in research mode

And I still got emotionally unstable since I can't really

accept the fact that I failed to participate this year's convocation

And alhamduLillah, it's you who keep on saying nice word

Comfort me with short tazkirah

To remind me that, Allah's plan is beyond everything

I know I can't do or give much to you for now

But I really pray that one day I can, insyaAllah

And I really hope that Allah really grant us 

the precious ukhwahfILLAH till Jannah
Ameen

May Allah protect you, guide you, help you,
grant your dreams, and richly bless you always

Ameen

So, here's another song dedicated just for you

Baby I’m falling Head over heels

Looking for ways to

let you know just how I feel

Wish I was holding You by my side

I wouldn’t change a thing

cause finally it’s real

Tryna hold back

You oughta know that

You’re the one that’s on my mind

I’m falling too fast Deeply in love

Finding the magic

in the colors of you

You’re the right time

at the right moment

You’re the sunlight

keeps my heart going

know when I’m with you

Can’t keep myself from falling

right time at the right moment

It’s you

you it’s you

you it’s you

Baby I’m falling Deeper in love

Everything that you are is

all I’m dreaming of

And if I can break enough

to show you that I need us

I’d give up everything

I have girl just for you

Tryna hold back

You oughta know that

You’re the one that’s on my mind

I’m falling too fast Deeply in love

Girl all I need to breathe is you

Cause you’re the right time

at the right moment

you’re the sunlight

keeps my heart going

know when i’m with you

Can’t keep myself from falling

right time at the right moment

it’s you

Cause You’re the right time

at the right moment

You’re the sunlight

keeps my heart going

know when I’m with you

Can’t keep myself from falling

right time at the right moment

It’s you

you it’s you

you it’s you

you it’s you

you

you it’s you

The one who always miss us,

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