..::Someday, insyaAllah::..

Assalamualaikum & hye

Sorry, aku terpaksa post an entry jugak malam ni

Sorry jugak aku terpaksa screenshot conversation kita

Asalnya aku jealous dengan hyunie hang tu

Tapi yeah since aku kalah dengan perasaan sendiri

So aku end up touching sorang-sorang jugak

Aku ingat best friend aku takdak trait dengaq lagu kpop

touching then dedicate dekat someone special

macam aku *wink*

Aku jarang rajin nak screenshot mp3 player aku boh kat sini

But I want to scratch it on the wood if I can

Ok drama

It has been 1 year, 1 month and 8 days or 404 days

since our last meeting anyway

So aku doakan kita dimurahkan rezeki untuk next meeting

dating caring loving warming motivating inspiring

someday, insyaAllah

Till then, keep on fighting!!

사랑해 친구야

May Allah bless~

Your hands that touched me

Your voice that called me

It’s still so clear,

it still lingers around me

Why didn’t I try my best

When you were here?

If I was stronger

I would’ve held onto you till the end

Even when I’m doing well, without much thought

The forgotten memories come back as a dilemma

Me with you and me without you

Are two entirely different people, just know that

All these illusions make the musty air thicker

First time first love it was really good for the first time

But it became a mess, as if we were at war

But some day

Some day, let’s meet again on a better day

Let’s be more happy, more cool

Like the ocean with waves

Let’s meet again, I’ll wait for us

Let’s be more happy, more calm

Some day, under the heart fluttering sunlight

On the day I let you go

Because of my foolishness, I blamed you

I resented you and hated you

Because it hurt so much as if I was being ripped apart

I erased you now I know I can’t turn things around now

I was a fool who didn’t know – When I’m not the me

of the young days – When I become stronger

If only I could hold your hand again, please

Some day, let’s meet again on a better day

Let’s be more happy, more cool

Like the ocean with waves

Let’s meet again, I’ll wait for us

Let’s be more happy, more calm

Some day, under the heart fluttering sunlight

I’ll be honest, I really regret it

I only had to say one thing, I’m sorry

I’ll be honest, I admit it was my fault

Because of me, we split apart

Now I’ll tell you, I’m truly sorry

I pray that we can see each other again

I pray for you every night and day

Hoping to see you face to face again someday

Some day, let’s meet again on a better day

Let’s be more happy, more cool

Like the ocean with waves

Let’s meet again, I’ll wait for us

Let’s be more happy, more calm

Some day, under the heart fluttering sunlight

..::BTS::..

2! 3! Bangtan!

Hello we are Bangtan Boys!

Yeah bajet yang amat

Anyway, best of luck uri Bangtan Seonyeondan 
performing on AMA stage!


Best friend aku cakap dia malu aku dok tuleh pasal dia ja
So yeahh


Thank you BTS!
For keep inspiring me, motivating me and accompanying me
since I watched Not Today MV till now
Yeah I kinda late..
Memang trademark aku pun kan lambat-lambat ni

Thank you Min Yoongi aka Suga!
The most genius song writer in BTS for me
I love to listen to 'Let me know' when people did
something bad to me
which ironically most of the time, the people are woman/ladies/girl
Kahhh

________________________________________


Ok ni draft entri Ahad haritu
BTS dah selamat perform
Aku pun tetiba dapat seru nak post an entry balik
Wkwkwkwk

Well the thing yang aku dapat dari melagha dengan depa is,
life is a test
So tengah-tengah kena uji tu, cari bahagia dalam diri
Create beautiful moment untuk keep on have faith
Allah tak sia-siakan usaha depa yang not yet muslim
Takkan Allah nak sia-siakan usaha kita kot?
Takkan nak biaq BTS ja 'born to slay' kot
Lambat?
They took at least 4 years after debut untuk capai level la ni

Hang debut pun belum so you have a long way to go
Keep fighting!!
So nah dedicate lagu untuk dekat sendiri
Jatuh ka tersayat hati ka
ghiyau ka tak ghiyau
Just keep on fighting!

Been trying to tell you this

I was supposed to tell you this

This is all for you

Let’s only walk on flower trails,

I can’t say that

Let’s only see good things,

I can’t say that either

Saying that there will only be good things from now on

Saying that you won’t get hurt

I can’t say that

I can’t lie like that

Because you’re all idols, it sucks even if I don’t hear it

I don’t like your lyrics, it’s a video even if I don’t see it

Because you don’t have power

You would certainly have done dirty deeds

Observing how you act, soon you’ll cease to exist

(Thank you so much) Because of all of your self-reproach,

I was able to prove myself something

I wasn’t able to do when in high school

Hands clapping yes keep on going keep on going

We’ll be happy by ourselves good yeah i’m good

It’s okay come on when I say one two three forget it

Erase all sad memories

Hold my hand and smile

It’s okay come on when I say one two three forget it

Erase all sad memories

Smile holding onto each other’s hands

Hoping for more good days

If you believe what I say then one two three

If you believe then one two three

Hoping for more good days

If you believe what I say then one two three

Hoping that everything will change when we say,

One two three

For a better day

Because we are

Together

Me, a shadow behind the stage, me, in the depth of darkness

I didn’t want to show everything including my pain

But because I’m still unaccustomed

I just wanted to make you smile

I wanted to do good

(So thanks) Believing in someone like me

Dealing with these tears and wounds

(So thanks) For becoming my light

For becoming the flower in the most beautiful moment in life

It’s okay come on when I say one two three forget it

Erase all sad memories

Hold my hand and smile

It’s okay come on when I say one two three forget it

Erase all sad memories

Smile holding onto each other’s hands

Hoping for more good days

If you believe what I say then one two three

If you believe then one two three

Hoping for more good days

If you believe what I say then one two three

If you believe then one two three

If you believe then one two three

If you believe then one two three

If you believe then one two three

If you believe then two three say

It’s okay come on when I say one two three forget it

Erase all sad memories

Hold my hand and smile

It’s okay come on when I say one two three forget it

Erase all sad memories

Smile holding onto each other’s hands

Hoping for more good days

If you believe what I say then one two three

If you believe then one two three

Hoping for more good days

If you believe what I say then one two three

If you believe then one two three

It’s okay come on when I say one two three forget it

Erase all sad memories

Hold my hand and smile

It’s okay come on when I say one two three forget it

Erase all sad memories

2! 3! Hoping for good days - BTS

They said teamwork made the dream work

Yes it's kinda hard either to work with 
different people at different time
or working alone, most of the time

And apparently that's the reason why I got
jealous with those people who live and work
with their buddies
Owhh come on Mimie..

But I know I have to always remember that
I am exactly where Allah wants me to be, right now
So for that, I have to strive harder
to give the best for the sake of ALLAH


















May Allah bless

..::Perfect::..

Assalamualaikum & hye gaiss

Welcome back to the channel cheezy silly dorky mimie

Malam ni aku nak merapu dengan another 

song dedication to my lovely bff

ni sebab aku nak say sorry tak join labmates turun KL

attend wedding another labmate dengan ucapan

"Sorry my one and only real-life female bae. 

I really want to see you now but I can't..

InsyaAllah, better luck next time bae."

So till then, enjoy!

I found a love for me

Darling just dive right in
And follow my lead
Well I found a girl beautiful and sweet 

I never knew you were the someone waiting for me
'Cause we were just kids when we fell in love
(I still in 17th year of life at that moment)

Not knowing what it was

I will not give you up this time
..... your heart is all I own
And in your eyes you're holding mine

Baby, I'm dancing in the dark with you between my arms

Barefoot on the grass, listening to our favorite song
(Do we have our fav song?)
When you said you looked a mess, I whispered underneath my breath

But you heard it, darling, you look perfect tonight

Well I found a woman, stronger than anyone I know

(Except for my mak, of course)

She shares my dreams, I hope that someday I'll share her home

(Just like Goblin & grim reaper, live in the same house)
I found a love, to carry more than just my secrets
To carry love, 
to carry children of our own
(Pass for this thing, well you know what I mean aite?)
We are still kids, but we're so in love
Fighting against all odds
I know we'll be alright this time

Darling, just hold my hand

Be my girl, I'll be your man

(Pass for this thing too. I got XX genes)

I see my future in your eyes

Baby, I'm dancing in the dark, with you between my arms
Barefoot on the grass, listening to our favorite song

When I saw you in that dress, looking so beautiful
I don't deserve this, darling, you look perfect tonight

Baby, I'm dancing in the dark, with you between my arms
Barefoot on the grass, listening to our favorite song
I have faith in what I see
Now I know I have met an angel in person
And she looks perfect
I don't deserve this
You look perfect tonight

Well lagu ni obviously tak masuk sangat dengan cerita kita

But suka hati aku la nak dedicate lagu ni dekat cerita kita jugak

Wkwkwk

AlhamduLillah, I survived matric's, undergrad's & Msc's life with you

So literally, I grew up with you

There's bunch of things happened during these 8 years

and I learned a lot, alhamduLillah

We encountered ups and downs so many times

but AlhamduLillah, Allah still 'preserve' our friendship

I am very grateful that Allah richly bless my life 

through your existence

No word can describe my entire feeling towards you

And there's many thing that I can't do to express my heart either

But I hope that I can be a better best friend 

May Allah protect, guide and bless you always

Ameen..

..:: Q&NA ::..

Aku seriously sejenis Mimie yang kuat makan

Kalau dekat rumah, life much more easier sebab

kalau pun at that moment stok makanan habis

dekat sekeliling rumah ada 

pokok pisang betik nangka durian belanda mempelam 

markisa ubi kayu ok yang tu ja kot

Hat tu ja la nak habaq pasaipa aku tak kelaparan dekat rumah

And don't worry, kalau susah sangat nak masakkan untuk aku

next time kita jumpa, kita pi la cari kue teow kungfu

tomyam semua yang ang nak tu

Aku saja ja kutuk KL takdak signature dish haritu

sebab aku nak ang masak wakaka

sorry orang KL

Jangan lupa belajaq buat video kayh!

..::PJJ::..

Assalamualaikum & hye

Aku seriously tak plan langsung nak update blog

Tapi tetiba teringat petang tadi tetiba dapat 

snapshot harga tiket flight

And teringat semalam aku meroyan 

after tengok seketoi video

Apparently, the video is nicely filmed and edited by jk

Lagi tambah feel dia bgm dia best 
(Untuk hang. Dekat bawah)

Yang lagi tambah menambah feel is jm as the main character

Memang la depa tak dak niat pun nak show off friendship depa but

THE LOVE THE WARMTH AND THE HAPPINESS ARE SO OBVIOUSLY AND CLEARLY CAN BE SEEN GUYSSSS

So aku meroyanla happy + jealous tengok 2 sohabat berbahagia

And selalunya best friend aku tu tak dakla jangkit sekali directly

tapi wAllahualam la cena tetiba jadi lagutu

well after all, hati manusia Allah yang pegang right

Sorry bae

This is the 'perk' of being in a long distance relationship

It's too costly for us to be like the others

Yeah there's quote saying that "love conquers all"

But love can't always fix all those financial & time constraints
I miss us, really
 Please do pray for us

Aku tau ang akan keji aku bila baca post ni

But it's always you who initiate me to write these cringe things

Terima la hakikat my bae

Hang ada best friend pelik yang ada unsur-unsur 

silly, dorky & romantic comedy

melebihi unsur angin api air dan bumi

sebab aku bukan avatar the legend of aang last airbender bagai tu

So anyway,

selamat belajaq shoot & edit video kay

nanti aku nak jadi main character dalam video sulung hang

wkwkwk

Take care bae

Fi hifzILLAH

Semoga ada rezeki jumpa next year

Ameenn

#8yearsandstillcountinginsyaAllah

May Allah bless

Aku boh gamaq depa sebab takdak orang lukeh gamaq kita sobs

There For You...virtually

Sobs

I woke up pissed off today,
And lately everyone feels fake
Somewhere, I lost a piece of me
Smoking cigarettes on balconies

But I can't do this alone
Sometimes I just need a light
If I call you on the phone
Need you on the other side

So when your tears roll down your pillow like a river
I'll be there for you
I'll be there for you
When you're screaming, but they only hear you whisper
I'll be loud for you
But you gotta be there for me too

But you gotta be there for me too

Last year took a toll on me
But I made it with you next to me
Around the world and back again
I hope you're waiting at the end

But I can't do this alone
Sometimes I just need a light
If I call you on the phone
Need you on the other side

So when your tears roll down your pillow like a river
I'll be there for you
I'll be there for you
When you're screaming, but they only hear you whisper
I'll be loud for you
I'll be loud for you

I got you, I promise
Let me be honest
Love is a road that goes both ways
When your tears roll down your pillow like a river
I'll be there for you
But you gotta be there for me too

But you gotta be there for me too

Boy, I'm holding on to something
Won't let go of you for nothing
I'm running, running just to keep my hands on you
There was a time that I was so blue
What I got to do to show you?
I'm running, running just to keep my hands on you

Running, running just to keep my hands on you
Running, running just to keep my hands on you
So, I'm running, running just to keep my hands on you
But you gotta be there for me too

But you gotta be there for me too

But you gotta be there for me too

..::It's you::..

Assalamualaikum & hye

Since aku ni manusia spesies random, 

so I wanna post a random entry today

This is kinda appreciation post to my beloved best friend

The one who came to my life almost 8 years ago 

and never left, alhamduLillah

You have no idea how much I'm grateful 

for having you as my best friend

After all those 'false alarms' haha

I am genuinely very grateful to encounter with you 

after those 'rejections' & break ups

I am grateful that she just left me without a word,

another she said sorry because she claimed that

she can't give me the thing I want 

and insisted to be just another friend not the special one

And also that senior who didn't choose me to be her adopted sister

(The one who got my home number and called me on my birthday 

just to say her wishes)

These are the people who came and went away

Yeah they're still my friend but Allah doesn't let 

them to be more than just a friend for me

And I know that Allah teach me through them

I have no idea that I could get another 

special best friend after those people left

It's you, the one who fated to be my best friend

I always got teary eyes when I remember

 our old days till the very now

I kinda very very very egoistic maniac when we first became friend

I was not a good friend to you at that moment

But Allah knows best

With His love, I got this precious & beautiful soul as my best friend

And I'm grateful that Allah nurture me 

to tone down my ego through you

Yes we are kinda Korean wave victims but heyy.. 

It's you who give free lecture on 

the obligation of covering the aurah

"Mimie, pergi kefe pun kena pakai stoking..bla3"

The one who said "I love you" when we were on the way 

back to our room after went to masjid khulafa' ar rasyidin

I'm a clingy daughter

I call my mak everyday in my life since I was a high schooler

So when I have you in my heart when others left,

 I also cling to you. Haha

It's you. Who always be there

Facing all those hardship to bear with me, the clingy best friend

Well if Arau & Sentul just side by side for our imaginations, 

same goes to usm & unimas then

I think I am not really a good long distance best friend for you

But alhamduLillah it's always you, the one that Allah choose 

to stay with me the weirdo creature

The one who texted me "Mimie, kita kena jumpa la.." 

during orientation week in university

Of course we can't. Huhu

Well can I jump to the latest scene? 

Uuuu bajet..bajet..

Besides my mak, abah, siblings & family, 

it's you who be by my side through out my master's journey

There were countless times when 

I can't spill my life tests too much to my mak since 

I'm afraid that my mak & abah will double triple worry of me 

and I ended up spill to you

I still remember those unspeakable moments 

and you were still there to listen to my whines

Sometimes I even spammed your WhatsApp 

with very long long long texts when you're busy with your work

Huuuu.. Again, sorry..

After all those ups and downs alhamduLillah I finally done with my thesis,

the ultimate requirement for graduating Master degree in research mode

And I still got emotionally unstable since I can't really

accept the fact that I failed to participate this year's convocation

And alhamduLillah, it's you who keep on saying nice word

Comfort me with short tazkirah

To remind me that, Allah's plan is beyond everything

I know I can't do or give much to you for now

But I really pray that one day I can, insyaAllah

And I really hope that Allah really grant us 

the precious ukhwahfILLAH till Jannah
Ameen

May Allah protect you, guide you, help you,
grant your dreams, and richly bless you always

Ameen

So, here's another song dedicated just for you

Baby I’m falling Head over heels

Looking for ways to

let you know just how I feel

Wish I was holding You by my side

I wouldn’t change a thing

cause finally it’s real

Tryna hold back

You oughta know that

You’re the one that’s on my mind

I’m falling too fast Deeply in love

Finding the magic

in the colors of you

You’re the right time

at the right moment

You’re the sunlight

keeps my heart going

know when I’m with you

Can’t keep myself from falling

right time at the right moment

It’s you

you it’s you

you it’s you

Baby I’m falling Deeper in love

Everything that you are is

all I’m dreaming of

And if I can break enough

to show you that I need us

I’d give up everything

I have girl just for you

Tryna hold back

You oughta know that

You’re the one that’s on my mind

I’m falling too fast Deeply in love

Girl all I need to breathe is you

Cause you’re the right time

at the right moment

you’re the sunlight

keeps my heart going

know when i’m with you

Can’t keep myself from falling

right time at the right moment

it’s you

Cause You’re the right time

at the right moment

You’re the sunlight

keeps my heart going

know when I’m with you

Can’t keep myself from falling

right time at the right moment

It’s you

you it’s you

you it’s you

you it’s you

you

you it’s you

The one who always miss us,

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