..:: Cita- cita ::..

"Didi, aku sunyi. Penat. Malas. Tak da semangat. Fed up.."

Didi terus menyampuk.

"Oi oi oi.. Istighfar sikit Ikki. Hantu syaitanirrojim mana yang dah masuk dalam badan best friend aku ni? Kau keluaq sekarang!!"

Ketawa Ikki meletus.

"Haha weh. Dah 88 kali aku habaq. Jangan campoq bahasa utara dengan selatan."

"Alaa hang campoq BM BI boleh."

"Tapi at least in a proper manner sikit kot. Takdak pasai aku nak ber I you I you bagai. Tahniah sebab senang ja hang bawak aku shift the lane."

"Huhh?" 

"Yala. Aku punya tengah sistem down nih."

"Apahal? Lecturer hang baham hang lagi?"

"Haha. Dak. Lecturer aku tu behave like a lecturer ja. Aku ni yang tak tahan ujian."

"Pasaipa? Habaq mai?"

"Jalan ni sunyi gila. And kat depan tu, aku nampak kabus tebal. Tak sure apa yang ada."

"Awat? Orang fogging ka?"

"Haha! Aku keghiyau sat lagi baru hang stop buat lawak kot."

"Haha. Ok ok. Hands down. Sorry."

"Ok the thing is.. Bukan aku takda kawan. I have a good team of peers. Just that.. Hahh.. Aku rasa fed up dengan diri sendiri kadang-kadang. Aku rasa aku lagi kuat if buat kerja in a group."

"Hang yang rasa Ikki.. Bukan apa yang ada dalam pengetahuan Allah. Sebab tu Allah hantar hang kat situ."

"Yeah.. No doubt. Hang mai la teman aku kat sini. Aku tak perlukan enam or tujuh orang. Seorang Didi dah cukup."

"Dia buat dah.."

"Haha. Betoi la. Tengok aku punya favourite band. They have been together for about 6 years. Striving together to reach the stars.."

"Bukan depa ja kot. Ramai lagi band macam tu seantero dunia ni."

"Tapi friendship goals depa terserlah sangat. Jealous aku."

"Ikki.. Cer ulang baca Contengan Jalanan. How Chad end up leaving Fend finally. And Fend kena teruskan hidup even his best of the best friend pergi buat selama-lamanya. Nak lagi real, baca kisah Rasulullah saw dengan Umar. Macam mana Umar tak boleh terima berita kewafatan Nabi saw. Baca sambil dengar lagu Pemergian. So that, insyaAllah hang boleh rasa bersyukur dengan apa adanya."

"Ok.. Wait. Hang nak kata aku tak bersyukurla nih. Ciss."

"Haha. Bersyukurlah weh. Aku masih setia dengan hang walaupun I can't pat on your shoulder bila hang dah berjaya went through sekecik-kecik sampai sebesar-besar achievement."

"Haha. AlhamduLillah.. Di.. Doakan aku."

"Always insyaAllah."

"Didi, aku rindu hang."

"Aku pun."

"Didi, take care."

"Hang pun. Selawat banyak-banyak selalu. Kurangkan lagha, tingkatkan pahala. Ayuh kita!"

"InsyaAllah. Thanks Didi."

"There is a band that I admire the most. Unfortunately they have everything except for Iman. They have the best teamwork and friendship goals. They start of their journey to reach 'on the top of the mountain' by practicing 18 hours per day for about 1 and half year. They eat, sleep, practice together for few years until now. Their perseverance is remarkable and it inspires me a lot. But the thing is, I'm jealous with their togetherness. Yeah I know friendship is not goal of life but it is more pleasure to go through up and down with another Homo sapiens who know the things at the bottom of your heart, acknowledge your flaws but still believe in you, encourage you to move forward and keep on striving, isn't? That's how meaningful Didi for me anyway." - Ikki the dream chaser

"Ikki that I know is a brave creature. The one who not easily give up and keep on moving no matter how slow it is. Because you have a high determination in your life. You know it's your responsibility to give your very best. Bear in your mind, just because we can't stay side by side it doesn't mean that we are far apart. We are link together by our heart. By iman. And one fine day insyaAllah we will be together again, since our ultimate goal is Jannah. So let us strive for His blessing together!" - Didi another dream chaser