..::Someday::..

"Abah minta maaf. I'm not a good father."

If I was stronger
I would've held onto you till the end

Even when I'm doing well, without much thought
The forgotten memories come back as a dilemma
Me with you and me without you
Are two entirely different people, just know that
All these illusions make the musty air thicker
First time first love it was really good for the first time
But it became a mess, as if we were at war
But some day

Some day, let's meet again on a better day
Let's be more happy, more cool
Like the ocean with waves
Let's meet again, I'll wait for us
Let's be more happy, more calm
Some day, under the heart fluttering sunlight

On the day I let you go
Because of my foolishness, I blamed you
I resented you and hated you
Because it hurt so much as if I was being ripped apart
I erased you now I know I can't turn things around now
I was a fool who didn't know – When I'm not the me
Of the young days – When I become stronger
If only I could hold your hand again, please

Some day, let's meet again on a better day
Let's be more happy, more cool
Like the ocean with waves
Let's meet again, I'll wait for us
Let's be more happy, more calm
Some day, under the heart fluttering sunlight

I'll be honest, I really regret it
I only had to say one thing, I'm sorry
I'll be honest, I admit it was my fault
Because of me, we split apart
Now I'll tell you, I'm truly sorry
I pray that we can see each other again
I pray for you every night and day
Hoping to see you face to face again someday

Some day, let's meet again on a better day
Let's be more happy, more cool
Like the ocean with waves
Let's meet again, I'll wait for us
Let's be more happy, more calm
Some day, under the heart fluttering sunlight

   

16072020

Assalamualaikum & hye

Long time no see you here, I know

Sorry sebab lama gila tunggu aku update sini

Kalau dulu-dulu aku selalu update exactly on your birthday

Tapi tahun ni tersasar

I miss us

Ok fine memang la baru meet up

But I really miss us

And reading old post makes me miss us even more

Cepatnya masa berlalu hang dah 29 tahun

Rasa macam baru semalam hang potpet dekat aku

Pakai stokin kaki tu pun aurat

Ajak aku betulkan niat

Kita berkawan bukan sebab sama-sama layan Big Bang Suju

Tapi sebab nak bersahabat lagi dekat syurga

Semuanya Lillahhi taala

I really miss us

Aku terjumpa notes ni

Banyak dah yang terdelete tapi yang ni

Aku tak sure la aku memang jenis setia ka apa

Tapi rasa macam baru tulis semalam ja

In the end, it's always you

Thank you Aishah

Thank you for everything

Thank you for the memories

May Allah grant Siti Aishah bt Mhd Marzuki

a blessed, blissful and successful life in this world

and hereafter. Ameen

Let's be best friend till Jannah

May Allah bless