Wednesday, March 6, 2019

..::TxT::..


Assalamualaikum & hye

Lama aku tak berletiaq dekat sini. Makanya, izinkan hamba memberi sepatah dua tiga patploh kata. So few days back B!gh!t release debut song untuk new boy group company depa. Fuyyoo bee tee es dah ada juniorrrr. Aku bukan nak cakap pasai konsep or lagu or perangai budak 5 orang tu. Aku nak cakap pasai kesetiaan. Aceewaahh

Aku tau kewujudan bi ti es masa depa tahun ketiga dalam industri. Kira masa tu nama depa dah naik. Tapi still aku tak pernah layan depa. Sampaila tetiba depa menang daesang. Weh seriously mana ada artis dari company kecik pernah menang grand prize award. Still masa tu aku tak tengok depa lagi. 1st encounter aku dengan depa masa tengok footage Jin(manusia, bukan jin) makan. Tupun bukan dengan semua member. Then tengok saeguk drama ada V. Pastu kawan aku tunjuk mv Fire. Aku still tak rasa tertarik sebab mv tu tak tunjuk sangat choreography depa. Well time tu aku adalah conservative kpopper. Wakaka. Aku layan group yang nyanyi lagu bergenre dance pop yang catchy. Tak layan hip hop sangat other than BigBang. Dan aku setia dengan group bias aku yang jugak dari smol company tapi berjaya thrive and survive dalam arena industri muzik Korea yang sangat laju berkembang pesat.

I was a big fan of !nfinite at that moment and still I am. Depa ni kira memang champion la untuk group yang mai dari smol company. They really work hard on vocals and choreography. Bayangkan sambil menari teruk-teruk dengan choreo bapak cool still boleh nyanyi dengan sedap tanpa tercungap. Macam group idol yang lain, depa pun ada main vocalist, main dancer, main rapper and visual. Yang bestnya depa ni semua boleh nyanyi as vocalist even a rapper. Choreo depa best and dance depa sharp gila. And paling penting, dicelah lautan manusia buat plastic surgery, depa tak buat. Seriously. Sebab depa natural la boleh tengok company depa jenih utamakan talent dari visual. Tapi, I have to write this dah alang-alang aku berletiaq ni, visual depa seriously handsome. Annyeong other handsome and beautiful with plastic surgery creatures *lambai tangan*.

Ok dah kot aku tak larat nak taip dah hujah yang menyatakan aku big fan group yang macam mana time tu. So then macam aku pernah tulis dulu, I was hooked to bi ti es lepas tertengok mv Not Today. Well perfect time pun BH drop the mv. Time tula aku rasa aku jumpa artis yang betoi-betoi work hard, give the best performance WITH meaningful message. Baru aku gali lagu-lagu lama depa. Baru aku tengok balik Fire choreography mv. Wehhhh lit gila choreo depa. Lagu tu seriously sesuai nyanyi after jumpa pakcik makcik abang adik bawang. Lagu Spring Day tu seriously relatable dengan long distance friendship OMGGG. Aku start baca macam-macam then aku jumpa masterpiece depa ni berangkai. Setiap era ada cerita dia. Semua tu relatable dengan budak baru nak up and those who suffering, striving, thriving and surviving.

Satu ja aku nak cakap.

I was late knowing them.

Well aku paham, kira ok la jumpa lambat. Jumpa awai satgi melagha tak cukup tanah pulak. Tapi seriously shout out to predebut A.R.M.Ys out there who were always been there for them, believe in them since forever till now, you guys are daebak. Aku tau bukan depa ja yang lambat gila dapat recognition dekat carta muzik. !nfinite pun lambat. Tapi tak selambat depa la. 2 tahun debut kot baru menang 1st place dekat carta. Tapi dah pernah dapat award Best Rookie Group. Tak ka tergantung perasaan tu? Feeling dia macam hang dah lulus viva tapi tak dapat degree scroll lagi. Acewah. Dah tu kena tuduh kena kecam macam-macam sebab orang tak suka, orang tak percaya. Fan pun sikit. Orang pun ramai tak kenai. Underrate tahap buku lali. Atas ja sikit dari tapak kaki. Tapi depa teruskan jugak. Lepaih berkali-kali menang dekat carta then akhirnya the golden moment has arrived. They had win their 1st daesang yeahhhh.

Ni bukan pertama kali aku tengok new rookie group dari zaman predebut. Tapi aku terpikiaq nak potpet pasai depa ni sebab depa hoobae bi ti es. Pasaipa bi ti es selalu mention A.R.M.Ys dalam award ceremony speech and dalam concert depa? Sebab depa nak menghargai orang yang setia dengan depa. Lagi lama hang setia dengan depa, lagi hang akan rasa terharu dengan speech depa seriously. Sebab depa ditarbiyah oleh BH dengan jayanya untuk sampaikan mesej kemanusiaan dalam masterpiece depa. BH mesti selalu remind depa, company & family (parents terutamanya) memang orang yang banyak berjasa dengan kejayaan depa. Tapi its their loyal fans actually the main factor depa boleh berjaya dengan jayanya. Tengok macam mana fandom promote, buat events, initiate votes for voting award etc. Depa buat kerja free kot. Siap habiskan duit sendiri lagi. Bukan setakat buat kerja amal, they even love them unconditionally. Ok of course la dengan syarat depa tu depa ada talent menyanyi menari buat lagu. Still they really cherish those talents wholeheartedly, give as many thing as they can and be with them now and then. Mana nak cari orang setia macam tu?

Susah nak cari orang yang setia dengan hang masa hang susah, tak dak apa-apa, tak berguna, tak dak nilai, tapi still percaya dengan hang and give the best untuk ang. Seriously.



Been trying to tell you this

I was supposed to tell you this
This is all for you

Let’s only walk on flower paths

I can’t say that
Let’s only see good things
I can’t say that
Only good things will happen now
It won’t hurt anymore
I can’t say those things
I can’t say those lies


You’re idols so I don’t have to listen to you to know you suck

I don’t like your lyrics, it’s obvious
You have no power
So you probably did something fishy
Seeing what you’ve done, I know you’re gonna fail
(Thank you so much) because of your own inferiority complex
You proved that you’re worse
Than you were in high school
Clap clap, keep it up
We’re gonna be happy on our own, good yeah I’m good

It’s alright, now count 1, 2, 3 and forget

Erase all sad memories
Hold my hand and smile
It’s alright, now count 1, 2, 3 and forget
Erase all sad memories
Hold each others hands and smile

Still, I hope there will be good days

If you believe me, 1, 2, 3
If you believe me, 1, 2, 3
Still, I hope there are way more good days
If you believe me, 1, 2, 3
If you believe me, 1, 2, 3

1, 2, 3

Then everything will change
For better days
Because we’re together

Behind the stage, I’m in the shadow, I’m in the darkness

I didn’t want to show you my pain
But I still lack so much
I only wanted to make you smile
I wanted to be good

(So thanks) for believing in me

For handling these tears and scars
(So thanks) for being my light
For being a flower in the most beautiful moment of life

It’s alright, now count 1, 2, 3 and forget

Erase all sad memories
Hold my hand and smile
It’s alright, now count 1, 2, 3 and forget
Erase all sad memories
Hold each others hands and smile

Still, I hope there will be good days

If you believe me, 1, 2, 3
If you believe me, 1, 2, 3
Still, I hope there are way more good days
If you believe me, 1, 2, 3
If you believe me, 1, 2, 3

If you believe me, 1, 2, 3

If you believe me, 1, 2, 3
If you believe me, 1, 2, 3
If you believe me, 1, 2, 3, say

It’s alright, now count 1, 2, 3 and forget

Erase all sad memories
Hold my hand and smile
It’s alright, now count 1, 2, 3 and forget
Erase all sad memories
Hold each others hands and smile

Still, I hope there will be good days

If you believe me, 1, 2, 3
If you believe me, 1, 2, 3
Still, I hope there are way more good days
If you believe me, 1, 2, 3
If you believe me, 1, 2, 3

It’s alright, now count 1, 2, 3 and forget

Erase all sad memories
Hold my hand and smile
It’s alright, now count 1, 2, 3 and forget
Erase all sad memories

BTS-2!3! (Hoping for a better tomorow)










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