..:: Abah ::..

"Perfect"

Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?
But it hurts when you disapprove all along

And now I try hard to make it
I just wanna make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
Can't pretend that
I'm alright
And you can't change me

'Cause we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore

And now I try hard to make it
I just wanna make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright

'Cause we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again (right again)
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand (you don't understand)

'Cause we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

'Cause we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

Abah had never disapproved anything that I've done

except for being a pembangkang kezaliman & ketidakadilan

but still..

I am sorry abah

for choosing this longgggg journey

for not going out for work, make some money

to help you out

so that you didn't have to go to bendang anymore

so that I can buy you a car sooner

or even a new motorcycle

so that you didn't have to worry about adek's expenses

I am sorry

I am sorry

I am sorry

I promise to be a good and solehah daughter to you,

insyaAllah

I will try my best along this journey

no matter how hard it is

no matter how tired I am

insyaAllah

Thank you for keep praying for me

Thank you for being patient with me

Thank you for loving me

May Allah love us in this dunnya wal akhirah