..:: 23rd Okt ::..

Bismillahirrahmanirrahhim..

Genap 21 tahun. Astaghfirullah.. Solat taubat pohon keampunan dosa² yg lalu. AlhamduLillah.. Sujud syukur. Masih lagi bernafas dalam iman dan Islam. Masih lagi terpahat fikrah Islam di jiwa &  minda.

Sesi merefleksi + mengkoreksi diri berlangsung~

1- Be more gratitude. Berterima kasih. Bersyukur.

Awak dah berumur 21 tahun. Suppose to be matured enough to understand everything that happen must be a reason. Say AlhamduLillah out loud in your heart. Jangan asyik jeles sana sini. They got something that you haven't coz Allah know them better. For example, if your so called besfren was here, you might be depends on her too much. Derr.. simple and cheezy example, but its awak lah mimie oi. So, next time, instead tengok orang couple² (baca : 2 sahabat sama gender jalan beriringan) and buat muka kelam sedih mendung bagai hari nak hujan renyai², why not you better make a dua' for her. "May Allah protect her always.. ameen". Ni tak, hang buat muka sampai orang ingat hang ada masalah negara bagai. Think about your very kind usrahmates and another living souls here too occay! Just bear in your mind, everyone that being here for you must be a good one. There's must be a reason why they were chosen to be here.  I thought they already knew that your can never be replace best friend is Siti Aishah bt Mhd Marzuki. So just be cool. InsyaAllah, one fine day, Allah will gather both of you back.

"Teman-teman akrab pada hari itu sebagiannya menjadi musuh bagi sebagian yang lain kecuali orang-orang yang bertakwa."

[Az zukhruf : 67]


2- Be more positive.

Yes. Very much important indeed. You have a big dream to pursuit. How come you wanna reach something big if you yourself stay negative all the time. Tak bolehla.. Susahlaa. Tak mampulaa.. Bla bla bla.. Try renung sejenak kenapa awak dilahirkan ke dunia ni? Allah suruh buat apa? Nabi saw seru kita kepada apa? Mak abah di rumah doakan apa? Sahabat-sahabat dunia akhirat harapkan apa? Allah has create a lots of people who hope that you yourself be the best. So just do it. Go! Pursuit your dream. Keep reaching for the stars. The highest 'star' which is Jannah. You might be fall while fighting in the battle of war, but don't easily give up to be a solehah daughter, adik & kakak yg baik, sahabat yg setia, pelajar yg sgt cintakan ilmu, pejuang di jalanNya and after all, a blessed slave. Allahu Allah.. Allah gives you millions of gift, and yet you said that you can manage to do every single thing for Him? Shame on you. So lame. Mana coolnya? Yes, you have your own weakness, you might resemble Hermione (Female actress in Harry Potter if you don't know)  for your descent. You can't be called as "puteri agama" since there's no either  Ustaz or Ustazah in your bloodline. You just went through the transformation and transaction. But still you have to do what you've to. Tanda Allah menyayangi seseorang hambaNya itu ialah salah satunya dengan memahamkan hambaNya itu akan ilmu agama. So why not you just keep moving on?

"Allah tidak membebani seseorang melainkan sesuai dengan kesanggupannya. Ia mendapat pahala (dari kebajikan) yang diusahakannya dan ia mendapat siksa (dari kejahatan) yang dikerjakannya. (Mereka berdoa): "Ya Tuhan kami, janganlah Engkau hukum kami jika kami lupa atau kami tersalah. Ya Tuhan kami, janganlah Engkau bebankan kepada kami beban yang berat sebagaimana Engkau bebankan kepada orang-orang sebelum kami. Ya Tuhan kami, janganlah Engkau pikulkan kepada kami apa yang tak sanggup kami memikulnya. Beri ma'aflah kami; ampunilah kami; dan rahmatilah kami. Engkaulah Penolong kami, maka tolonglah kami terhadap kaum yang kafir."

[Al Baqarah:286]

3- Have faith

No matter how difficult it is, just have faith. Put the trust in Allah. Allah has brought you here. And He will never leave you alone. Amanah yang melekat di bahu awak itu sentiasa mendapat pertolongan Allah jika awak masih menaruh harapan padaNya. You are just an ordinary lady, but try to be an extraordinary slave. Take them as example >> Saidatina Fatimah, Khaulah Al Azwar, Zainab Al Ghazali and many more. Syurga itu mahal. Kalau awak syahid, bukan setakat boleh gather with them (my mak,abah,adik,abang²,aishah,tok²,tokwan², mak ngah, mak tam, maksedara²,  so on and so forth) bahkan lebih dr itu. Kalau nak jadi srikandi, trylah jadi srikandi Islam yg sejati. Setia yg paling utama adalah setia kpd Allah. Then insyaAllah everything will come through. Just keep reflecting yourself once in a while. Dulu tak pernah pun terfikir nak jadi macam sekarang. Tak pernah jejak kaki belajar di tadika Islam. Tak ambil exam UPSRA. Tak belajar di SMKA or even aliran agama. Tapi now, AlhamduLillah. Berkat mak ajar pakai tudung dari darjah satu. Dan akhirnya melekat di kepala setiap kali keluar rumah 3 tahun kemudian alhamduLillah. Allah jaga nikmat kesedaran tu. Allah hadirkan pula seorang sahabat sejati insyaAllah untuk membimbing ke arah syurga. "Mimie ko kene pakai stokin. Kaki tu aurat. Walau ko rase org tak tengok sangat kaki ko tu, tp dia tetap aurat." Dan akhirnya your aurat terpelihara. AlhamduLillah. You've seen so many jerky stare dari orang² yg dah lama kenal or baru and yet you stay feel so blessed the way you are. Sebab you know you do the right things. So insyaAllah stay blessed, stay cool~ ;)

"Diwajibkan atas kamu berperang, padahal berperang itu adalah sesuatu yang kamu benci. Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu, padahal ia amat baik bagimu, dan boleh jadi (pula) kamu menyukai sesuatu, padahal ia amat buruk bagimu; Allah mengetahui, sedang kamu tidak mengetahui."

[Al Baqarah : 216]



Last but not least, keep in your mind, nail it in your heart



" ..verily, in the remembrance of Allah, do heart finds rest.." [Ar Ra'd : 28]






may Allah keep my beloved ones and me among the pious.

Alhamdulillah~ 

1 of those kek bday budak tggi and cool.

moga aku menjadi antara penyebab mereka melangkah melangkah kaki ke syurga Allah.

ameen..

my 2nd best friend

# my abah, abang² & adik automatically be my best friend [male version]

AlhamduLillah

^___^