..:: AlhamduLillah ::..

AlhamduLillah tahniah to you Mimie!!!

I am very proud of your achievements

Totally berjaya or half berjaya or tak berjaya

tu semua belakang kira

Yang penting you've tried your best

Alaa macam tak besa tak menang kahh

You were so dull and gloomy after viva

Kira cuaca tu asyik nak storm then heavy rain ja

Kadang-kadang storm tak dak pun tetiba heavy rain teruih

Haha

So poor of you

Memang ada yang bangga dengan aku

Tapi seriously aku emotionless

yang membawa kepada speechless

dan listless

So aku down

Everytime call mak

Mak cakap

"Muka tu bagi manis sikit. Lupakan dulu kesedihan yang melanda."

Seriously cena nak lupakan?

Ni seriously lagi sakit dari &%&%*^$%^

Then aku pun tryla lapangkan dada

Well aku selalu fail

So selalu jelas terpancar muka poker face

tak pun sombong nak mamps

Padahal orang tak tau otak aku tengah serabut

Hati aku tengah sakit

Sobs

Tapikan 

Allah hadirkan orang-orang yang bawa rezeki untuk aku

Orang-orang yang ikhlas nak tolong aku

"Maka nikmat Tuhanmu yang manakah yang kamu dustakan?"

Dari semalam lagi kot

Tak putus-putus rezeki masuk

I love food and sleep so much so..

Yeah..

They bought me lotsss of foods!

AlhamduLillah

Orang dok asrama ja paham feeling ni

And aku terdampar di asrama dah 13 tahun kot

Ok takdak la sebab tu ja

Depa study thesis aku jugak semalam

And aku dapat buku dalam wishlist aku jugak
Heol daebakk

I am so grateful that Allah has bless me sincere and good companions

Including you

My loyal reader

The ultimate reason why I create this blog since 2010

The one who promise to grow to be a better and a mature person 

and to grow old (wkwkwk) with me

They are really good companions

Ni wasiat

Kalau nanti aku mati dulu and ang rindu aku,

pi la dekat depa

and layan la depa dengan baik

insyaAllah ang kurang sikit rindu aku

fi hifzillah bae~

..::Blood,Sweat&Tears::..

Lagu BST ni clearly bertemakan cinta
sorang laki sanggup bagi apa saja dekat perempuan yang dia suka

Aku perempuan

insyaAllah straight & normal

Oleh sebab lagu ni tajuk dia BST

So aku dedicate lagu ni dekat cita-cita aku

perjalanan yang tak sabaqnya Ya Robbi aku nak tamatkan

Aku dah nampak garisan penamat tu dekat depan

Tapi still, aku tak sampai lagi

Tak cukup lagi kerahan blood, sweat and tears

Everyone just shouting

"Sikit lagi Mimie, sikit lagi!!"

"Go Mimie go!!"

But I'm here

panting

tired
restless

And I know no one can ever bring me to the finish line

except me myself with Allah's help

My blood, sweat and tears

My last dance

Take it away

My blood, sweat and tears

My cold breath

Take it away

My blood, sweat and tears

Even my blood, sweat and tears

Even my body, heart and soul

I know that it’s all yours

This is a spell that’ll punish me

Peaches and cream

Sweeter than sweet

Chocolate cheeks

And chocolate wings

But your wings are wings of the devil

In front of your sweet is bitter bitter

I don’t care if it hurts,

Hurry and choke me

So I can’t hurt any more

Baby, I don’t care if I get drunk, I’ll drink you in now

Your whiskey, deep into my throat

My blood, sweat and tears

My last dance

Take it away

My blood, sweat and tears

My cold breath

Take it away

I want you a lot, a lot, a lot

I want you a lot, a lot, a lot

I want you a lot, a lot, a lot

I want you a lot, a lot, a lot

I don’t care if it hurts, tie me up

So I can’t run away

Grab me tightly and shake me

So I can’t snap out of it

Our own little secret

I wanna be addicted to your prison

So I can’t serve anyone that’s not you

Even though I know, I drink the poisonous Holy Grail

My blood, sweat and tears

My last dance

Take it away

My blood, sweat and tears

My cold breath

Take it away

I want you a lot, a lot, a lot

I want you a lot, a lot, a lot

I want you a lot, a lot, a lot

I want you a lot, a lot, a lot

My blood, sweat and tears

My blood, sweat and tears

..:: 25th July ::..

Assalamualaikum & hye

Tarikh hari ni

Aku still terlupa

Seriously aku bangun dengan perasaan 

tak ingat pun hari ni hari apa

Thanks to adik aku yang selalu gaduh dengan aku tu

Dia mesej bagitau

"Harini birthday mak"

Otherwise aku akan call mak macam biasa

and mak yang bagitau sendiri harini birthday mak

macam tahun lepas

T_______T

I am not a good daughter

Seriously aku susah sangat nak ingat tarikh harini

Sorry mak, selalu lupa birthday mak

You are a wonderful mak ever

I really can't be here wherever I am now without you

I believe in your dua' more than mine

Your weapons are powerful than mine, really

I am so grateful to be your only daughter

I'm praying the best for you

May Allah grant mak a blessed, blissful & successful life 

in this world and hereafter

ameenn