16072020

Assalamualaikum & hye

Long time no see you here, I know

Sorry sebab lama gila tunggu aku update sini

Kalau dulu-dulu aku selalu update exactly on your birthday

Tapi tahun ni tersasar

I miss us

Ok fine memang la baru meet up

But I really miss us

And reading old post makes me miss us even more

Cepatnya masa berlalu hang dah 29 tahun

Rasa macam baru semalam hang potpet dekat aku

Pakai stokin kaki tu pun aurat

Ajak aku betulkan niat

Kita berkawan bukan sebab sama-sama layan Big Bang Suju

Tapi sebab nak bersahabat lagi dekat syurga

Semuanya Lillahhi taala

I really miss us

Aku terjumpa notes ni

Banyak dah yang terdelete tapi yang ni

Aku tak sure la aku memang jenis setia ka apa

Tapi rasa macam baru tulis semalam ja

In the end, it's always you

Thank you Aishah

Thank you for everything

Thank you for the memories

May Allah grant Siti Aishah bt Mhd Marzuki

a blessed, blissful and successful life in this world

and hereafter. Ameen

Let's be best friend till Jannah

May Allah bless

..::Teh::..

       

Assalamualaikum & hye

Lama tak update blog since blogger & reader 

istiqomah jumpa seminggu sekali or paling lama 2 minggu sekali

And dah lama tak update blog pasai kucing

The last time is when I was doing my degree

If I'm not mistaken 

And tu pun pasai yang sama

Kucing mati 

I'm not a true cat lover seriously

Tak macam adik @ abah aku

Aku tak suka taik kucing 

Cuci taik kucing lagi tak suka 

Aku tak suka jugak kucing yang suka gigit kaki

So I can't love cat unconditionally 

Tapi aku sayang ja dekat kucing yang dah bertaubat dari buat perangai camtu 

Time berak tak cari aku

Tak gigit or cakaq aku

Macam Teh 

He was so small before 

That perut boyot is bae

Kantoi tidoq atas buku 

Pastu buat muka tak bersalah 

Kadang tu agak tak ketahuan 

Kakak pun nampak macam abang

AlhamduLillah for the joy that you bring to my family 

Nasib la abah & adik aku sayang hang or else

Hang memang kena tidoq dalam stor

I know I can't control my feelings 

Dah berapa ramai kucing kesayangan family mati

Dan setiap kali tu aku berjanji tak mau sayang kucing dah

I kept reminding myself to be good to animals

That's it 

But Allah knows best 

He keeps sending us new cats 

And I fall in love over again 

But 

I really want to meet you again insyaAllah 

May Allah gather us again in Jannah 

Ameen

Annyeong Teh 

Thanks for the memories 

I'm sorry for not being good enough to you

Much love, 

Kak

..::Photograph::..

The truth is, I do love all my friends. But I do love this fella more. She has special place in my heart after 10 years of laugh, tears, dramas and stuff. 

O Allah, take care of her. Bless her always. Please gather us again in Jannah. 

Ameenn 

Loving can hurt, loving can hurt sometimes

But it's the only thing that I know

When it gets hard, you know it can get hard sometimes

It is the only thing makes us feel alive

We keep this love in a photograph

We made these memories for ourselves

Where our eyes are never closing

Hearts are never broken

And time's forever frozen still

So you can keep me

Inside the pocket of your ripped jeans

Holding me closer 'til our eyes meet

You won't ever be alone, wait for me to come home

Loving can heal, loving can mend your soul

And it's the only thing that I know, know

I swear it will get easier

Remember that with every piece of you

Hm, and it's the only thing we take with us when we die

Hm, we keep this love in this photograph

We made these memories for ourselves

Where our eyes are never closing

Hearts were never broken

And time's forever frozen still

So you can keep me

Inside the pocket of your ripped jeans

Holding me closer 'til our eyes meet

You won't ever be alone

And if you hurt me

That's okay baby, only words bleed

Inside these pages you just hold me

And I won't ever let you go

Wait for me to come home

Wait for me to come home

Wait for me to come home

Wait for me to come home

Oh, you can fit me

Inside the necklace you got when you were sixteen

Next to your heartbeat where I should be

Keep it deep within your soul

And if you hurt me

Well, that's okay baby, only words bleed

Inside these pages you just hold me

And I won't ever let you go

When I'm away, I will remember how you kissed me

Under the lamppost back on Sixth street

Hearing you whisper through the phone

"Wait for me to come home"