..:: 1 L of tears ::..

I know it's a norm for children to hate of seeing the 

tears of their beloved parents

So do I

But sometimes it's kinda tiring

to keep it to myself

I'm deeply sorry mak, abah

I'll try harder to be stronger

insyaAllah

..::Let me know::..

 On top of this ending tune

I am standing here alone
Now tell me
That it’s over, let me know

Suddenly, rain wells up in my eyes
You well up, I see you even when I breathe
Love blooms like cherry blossoms but burns and becomes ashes
Hey girl I know, the conclusion you made by yourself
I’m still here, on repeat on top of the disappeared tune
I’m turning by myself on top of this music that has ended

On top of this ending tune
I am standing here alone
Now tell me
That it’s over, let me know

Girl let me know
Girl let me know
Although I already know everything is over
Although you’re over me

Girl let me know
Girl let me know
Girl let me know
Tell me something

I just wanna know
I just wanna know
My lingering feelings are trying to withstand the end
So please tell me something, girl let me know

The promises we made disappeared with the time we spent together
The dominos have fallen with our breakup
Like Juliet and Romeo
Did I like you too much?
The heat between me and you won’t cool down
Now I look back at the film with you
Too early to do anything by thinking of you
You took away my stars at night, my sun at day
Only leaving me with the darkness of a single cold cloud
If there are hellos, then there’s bound to be goodbyes? Never ever
I don’t care about that, I don’t want to stick to that
I’ll turn away, hypnotizing myself

On top of this ending tune
I am standing here alone
Now tell me
That it’s over, let me know

Girl let me know
Girl let me know
Although I already know everything is over
Although you’re over me

Girl let me know
Girl let me know
Girl let me know
Tell me something

I just wanna know
I just wanna know
My lingering feelings are trying to withstand the end
So please tell me something, girl let me know

Maybe we’re all just a bunch of fools
Everyone lives with a love that has come to an end
It’s not that I still have feelings for you
I know we can’t work out
But why does it feel like I’m having indigestion?
As if my insides will explode, cries come up my throat, making me throw up
In my imagination, I fight with you, make up with you and understand you
Your hand gestures, your eyes, they are faded but not gone
Why won’t it go away?
Why won’t it go away?
Why won’t it go away?
Why won’t it go away?

Girl let me know
Girl let me know
Although I already know everything is over
Although you’re over me

Girl let me know
Girl let me know
Girl let me know
Tell me something

I just wanna know
I just wanna know
My lingering feelings are trying to withstand the end
So please tell me something, girl let me know

Good bye to all girls in Penang yang hadir 
untuk bagi aku another pengalaman hidup
Esok kita sambung berjuang lain insyaAllah


May Allah bless

..::Rezeki::..

Assalamualaikum & hye

Tadi ada orang tanya 

"Dah submit hardbound thesis?"

Aku senyum dan jawab belum, still ada dekat examiners

So tak boleh konvo tahun ni

Orang tu cakap

"Alaa sayangnya.."

I know right

Tapi AlhamduLillah aku dah boleh terima even tak fully

Aku dah usaha setakat yang mampu dengan izin Allah

So aku kena serahkan kepada Allah

Because He is the best planner

Because He knows the best

Kira okay la since tak mampu korbankan daging lembu kerbau

Tahun ni aku korbankan konvo

Haha

Bila kita bertawakal kepada Allah dalam urusan apa pun,

Allah akan bagi apa yang kita perlu

Ingat tu Mimie


Shed the tears
Wear the smile
Say BismILLAH..
Keep on living